Sorry but I want some advice please? ty all :)?

i been through the same thing and do it i know how it feels to have a mom like that but trust me sleepin in a bench and a park isnt a good feeling plus the mosquitos biting you and people gettin shot,well were i lived they did,its not worth it,trust me youll cus more pain to your mom runnin away than payin the tickets, its best to live through it i know its hard but since your a girl its gona be dangerous especially with all the human traffickin in europe...its the hard situations that makes us the toughest